Go - JUMP!!

On a saturday morning at 9.00am we were stuck in a closed conference room and everyone around me was droning on and on. I was sitting in ths agonizingly boring quarterly financial meeting... N the group was hashing and re-hashing an issue that was - or should have been - already resolved.

I was sitting and counting verbal tics of someone whom i hate to the core in my team for smetime..Yes, I know it's childish. But,it was fun.

Post lunch, I was BORED... EXTREMELY!!!
DRONING... :O

And pinged my other colleague who was online on MSN..

Mahi Prakash says: Hey sauce... wass up
Sashi Singh says: Nothing much swty
Mahi Prakash says:I'm so bored yaar.
Sashi Singh says: Same here da.
Mahi Prakash says:: I've done everything except maybe Bungee jumping in my life.
Sashi Singh says: Then go jump!
Mahi says: :O :S

Go Jump, I still dont knw wht she meant, go bunggy jumping or is it she politely askd me to get lost. ???? :-S

Anyways, finally ths boring meeting went faster and gave me smething to laugh abt with my colleagues in the conf room... napping & snoring was out of the question aftr my chat wth Sashi...! :-)

AUR kaun hai??? ;)

I've been waitinggggg for a conversation like this to happen, to somebody else, if not to me.

N It did, at my friend's wedding:

I had been to chanpatna (near mysore)to attend my frnds wedding, He had booked a farm house for myself and his colleagues.. And b'caz i was the only girl i got the bedroom wth attached bathroom and his other colleagues slept in the hall as all the other rooms were occupied and were using common bathroom..

On the day of the marriage when i got ready n came dwn to the hall i saw 2 guys waiting fr the bathroom...

I knew one of them so i askd him to use my bathroom and gave him my room keys but the other south indian guy (swami) who was also waiting for the bathroom got very irritated and shouted at the North Indian guy inside, "Abbe kitni der se udhar kar kya raha hai??!!!"

The guy inside (a Bihari) replies, "Hum naha rahein hain!!"

Swami (turned red):"Oh!! Aur kaun hain andar??"

Dont ask me wht was my reaction aftr listening to tht!!! :D:D

I've always liked calling myself "hum" though I don't do so. Stuff like this is bound to happen if I did!! :P

NO-Thing-Doing!! :-)

It feels so wonderful. So very wonderful. Right now, its the best feeling in the world!!!
:)
No I am not in love!
:|
My idea of the most wonderful feeling right now for me is the pleasure I get out of doing nothing. Absolutely nothing.
I've spent the entire weekend at home. I haven't done anything useful thing and yet I'm not bored.
Weird...!
All those weekends when I had submissions on Monday or a meeting or anything at all on Monday, I'd spend the weekend doing nothing, crib about being bored and not work at all.
So I'm feeling so very happy for not utilizing my weekend. Yaaay me!!! I wanted to watch a movie to celebrate it so I went and got "Veer".

N now I'm back to writing senseless posts again. (read rants).

Ok logging off - Lemme go do something more stupid and useless. ;)

Its such a phenomenal feeling I tell you. The feeling that you have done nothing!! :):):)

Finally...I think i know what i want...

I think i'm maturing. I think I'm finally getting to a stage in my life where i'm finding peace...where I don't feel that anxiety that I used to feel. We grow up thinking that our romantic life is the definition of our happiness... i'm a twenty two year old woman who has finally realized that there are other things in life that need to be explored. Someone recently told me that we cannot be happy with another person until we are happy with ourselves....I think he's right... and I think we should only get involved when we feel that the other person is also capable of making us happy... i realize it now that when people put obstacles they are really telling you that they don't have space for you in their lives...why should I force anything?

I'm maybe ready for things that person is not, and that's fine... if it's not him, it will be someone else. I believe that life has a funny way of working itself out and things happen if they are meant to happen... both people have to want it... we all have to be on equal footing and it's not fair for one to sacrifice more than the other...that's coming into a relationship also with a greater risk of getting hurt than the other person. With that said, i will continue investing in love but only if it happens naturally, i will no longer force it to happen with whom i want it to happen with and when i want it to happen...

I believe love will come my way one day... again... and that the person will be ready to give me what i want and vice versa... incredibly enough a person that used to make me feel vulnerable and weak is helping me find a strength. I didn't know i had and I feel less vulnerable and more in control. I'm a wild horse... i shall run free.... and anyone that falls in love with me will not want to control me by trying to control the situation but will want to run free with me... It will be their loss anyways, not mine.... I always give one hundred percent of me when I care about someone so with that said, I will keep living my life and doing things that make me happy...and perhaps live a bit more and think less.... maybe kiss more without thinking of compromise. I'm no longer imprisioned to anyone anymore and that feels great!

Cheers...