I think i'm maturing. I think I'm finally getting to a stage in my life where i'm finding peace...where I don't feel that anxiety that I used to feel. We grow up thinking that our romantic life is the definition of our happiness... i'm a twenty two year old woman who has finally realized that there are other things in life that need to be explored. Someone recently told me that we cannot be happy with another person until we are happy with ourselves....I think he's right... and I think we should only get involved when we feel that the other person is also capable of making us happy... i realize it now that when people put obstacles they are really telling you that they don't have space for you in their lives...why should I force anything?
I'm maybe ready for things that person is not, and that's fine... if it's not him, it will be someone else. I believe that life has a funny way of working itself out and things happen if they are meant to happen... both people have to want it... we all have to be on equal footing and it's not fair for one to sacrifice more than the other...that's coming into a relationship also with a greater risk of getting hurt than the other person. With that said, i will continue investing in love but only if it happens naturally, i will no longer force it to happen with whom i want it to happen with and when i want it to happen...
I believe love will come my way one day... again... and that the person will be ready to give me what i want and vice versa... incredibly enough a person that used to make me feel vulnerable and weak is helping me find a strength. I didn't know i had and I feel less vulnerable and more in control. I'm a wild horse... i shall run free.... and anyone that falls in love with me will not want to control me by trying to control the situation but will want to run free with me... It will be their loss anyways, not mine.... I always give one hundred percent of me when I care about someone so with that said, I will keep living my life and doing things that make me happy...and perhaps live a bit more and think less.... maybe kiss more without thinking of compromise. I'm no longer imprisioned to anyone anymore and that feels great!
Cheers...
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"i'm a xyz year old woman who has finally realized that there are other things in life that need to be explored."
Had heard that ladies do not disclose their age so easily and that is one thing none should ask them...may be things have changed with time :-P
"I believe love will come my way one day" ... i am not sure but somehow felt that this contradicts to certain extent what you said earlier. Anyways...seems like u r longing to have love of ur life...kya baat hai jee? ;-) Only thing i can say is best wishes...may u get whatever u aspire for and nothing less than that...take care :-)
Lastly, no doubt, u have matured and i can vouch for it with eyes closed :-)
Ths was an imaginary post...
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