Tuesday, August 17, 2010

I dont know!

I dont know y i have logged in today. Aftr a very long time i feel like writing smething but i dont knw wht to write!

Am angry am upset..am annoyed am irritated but i dont knw y!

My life has taken a 360 deg turn in past 2-3months.

I never felt so... Sooo lonely! Sooo lost!

I am in pain but no gain!

I dont know y i am not able to tke any firm decesion in my life.

Why am i so confused?

Why do i feel like crying but Dont knw y i wanna cry.

I want to be bold n emtionally strong but dont knw y i am breaking down.

Messed up Mee.. I dont know Y! I dont know Y!!
LOST N FOUND N LOST AGAIN.. I dont knw if i will ever b able to find it again.. :'(

3 comments:

amitlogic said...

There are times in life when all things/acts cannot be justified. Similarly, there r times when all justified things do not work out (take place). 360 degrees turn is not an exception, but just checking different gears of life (including the reverse :-) Loneliness feeling comes when u hv eyes closed to surroundings. All pain do not assure gain....sometimes its just endurance test. Confusion is when u r spoilt of choices.

A messed up curd will have provision of good butter surfacing. So take things in optimism and i m sure u will find urself in completeness without feeling that u r lost. Cheer up :-)

Preim bhane Love said...

The window, the bars and the sight far away... that is the space I find myself thinking about just the things you've written.

You took the words out of my mouth as I surfed through blogs.

On the one hand I'm a coach. On the other, a seeker. I've asked these same questions may be a thousand times. Just yesterday I logged back in after a long time & I'm wondering just like you.

Funny life!

amitlogic said...

Hey Mahi....its been long since any post update from u....hope, alls going fine :-)